There is one large looming dark fear that I think about almost daily. I’m not going into detail about it here because it is very personal and I don’t want to put it on blast over the internet.
To be honest I really don’t want to write on this topic, maybe I’ll come back to it one day. So I’ll just say a few obvious fears: losing loved ones and death–that is basically the same thing. I’m afraid of dying and afraid of others dying. I can’t even picture how I might possibly live on if someone very close to me passed away. I’ve dealt with death in the family and it was hard and I really miss my grandma (Mom) everyday. See…I don’t even want to go into this anymore because I don’t want to think about the possibility!!!!
Okay the end. bye.